CNY! Wheep!

Ok. Right, EN EN complained that this whole blog is too depressing for her taste, and so i must make it more cheerful. Yay! EN EN also complained about the lack of her name, EN EN being mentioned, and so i am rectifying this grave, grave mistake. Because EN EN is such a wonderful friend, despite often forgetting our mutual trust agreement. Okay! Chinese New Year is coming! Isn't that exciting! I just can't wait! (no, really) *SIGGGHH* Right. Really can't be bothered with writing long entries when i'm happy, then i'd just run off and do something else, no? As it is, i'm hungry. Another time, perhaps.

Annoyed. VERY annoyed. For reasons beyond me, i couldn't gain access to this page so that i could post for a really, really long time. ARGHHHH. What's with this site?!?!?! Tried more ways of getting a LJ account, but was denied by the simple fact that 1. i don't know anyone with an existing account, 2. i don't have a credit card. Annoyed, annoyed, annoyed. Had many ranty things to go on about earlier, but am not in the mood, and with the similar mercurial mood of this site, i might not be able to for quite a while. Need to sleep, i will die tomorrow if i don't get enough. If ANYONE out there can get me an LJ code, i will be eternally grateful to you. Don't really know why i'm so set on getting one, except perhaps because i've been denied one for SO DAMN LONG. Right. No offence against this blog thing, but it does annoy me. Why exactly is the window for typing shorter than the length of my thumb, and just about as wide? Is this another loser grace thing, or is it some strange ploy by the blogger to make you update to a paying account?!? Questions, questions, all these questions and no answer in sight. Which reminds me, is it actually possible for people reading this to leave a note? Arghh. Need sleep. Going to end up drowning tomorrow or something.

Hah. Mum just called me, and was amusingly suspicious about the ring that Wayne gave me... Lol... Doesn't help that it's plain silver and he engraved a message *thanking me* on it... has really disturbing implications, come to think about it. Ohdear. Must make sure the evil siblings do not read this.

Well. At long last, i've gotten round to getting this done up. Unlikely that i'll write in this unless i'm depressed, but hey, everyone needs an outlet. Been desperately avoiding thinking about the future after yesterday. It wasn't a very pleasant feeling, knowing fully that i had just ruined my own chances, with no one else to blame but myself. Should have just walked out. Don't know what's going to happen now. It's scary the way days fly by when you're just slogging your way through mind-numbingly monotonous days... It's not been very fun since school started this year, and i can't help feeling that it's going to get worse. Makes you wonder about the way you're squandering your life away... Just want to go to sleep and make it all go away. Definitely not the best week of my life.